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Well, i experienced the funniest dialogue session i ever had today in Presbyterian High School. It was really the joke of my life, somehow, i don't understand what's the use of a dialogue session when you choose not to accommodate your students and put their suggestions into consideration. Whereas, you've your thousands and one reasons for yourself. Srsly, what's with that pure bias-ness you have towards the express stream? They had a chance to write the questions, we didn't. & you, fellow teachers choose not to answer reasonable questions given by the normal stream but yet, answer some unreasonable questions like 'the school socks is too thick!' kind of questions given by the express stream. Haha, i'm not at least enlightened by todays dialogue session by the school for the secondary 3 pupils. If you call this a dialogue session, imma tell you, this is just plain wasting 1hour of your pupils time. Because until the end, all you can tell us is 'we will look into it.' Like 2 years back, the dialogue session we had, Mr Tan said he'd look into the matter of 'Letting students bring handphones to school incase our parents need to contact us.' 2 years later, Mr Tan's answer is still, 'we'll look into the matter.' So why not you teachers carry out a dialogue session once every 4 years. Wouldn't that be better? Saving so much more time, because at the end of the day, all the matter will not be taken into consideration. ((: That's the final conclusion! Teachers, you're all screwed up people. I'm doubting the education intake i receive from y'all! ^^ Fuck dialogue sessions, kindly rename your session to a 'time-waster session' instead. -.-

Overdue./ (MacPherson ITE)

Foursome./

(:

(L)Dearest! i luv her the most.

I somewhat love my class more than anything. (insert hearts x9753124680)

There's still more with Jason. Neway, don't always feel that we only include you because of your camera only okay? Although you don't really say out how you feel, but as a classmate, i somehow understand how it feels. <: Fret not, we're always a class, a body, no matter what. Don't feel so left out, though sometimes the way you talk and react to people's question is really too ultimate guailan (i'm just being frank here, no offence), i still take you as a part of the class. Jason, all the best! (:

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I've been so caught up with certain things that I almost abandoned my blog. I sincerely apologise. Frankly speaking, my sleeping disorder is acting up once again. I really cannot get myself to sleep in the night. & when it's the morning, when lights are shining, I can sleep perfectly well. Tell me if I'm okay? Neway, church was filled with unexpected surprises today, I really did get myself shocked for almost 5 mins without talking. And after feeling shock, I totally felt that if I was that particular person, I'd really feel a sense of shame to my friend. For doing such things although being told not to. Haha, love sucks in anyway. :D All things about love are fake! ESPECIALLY THE WORD 'FOREVER'. Alright, after service, went to eat at the coffeeshop behind church & had fellowship over lunch. After that, headed home. Was suppose to go Triple B's house, but was pretty late already, so I didn't. (:

47.

Gave school a miss today, wasn't feeling very well. Caught Despicable Me yesterday with Triple B & 2 idiots(: Saw Alex, Nimrod, Matthew, Eugene & Gary, they were also watching the same movie so we decided to go in together. I don't find the movie nice, prolly because i don't like cartoons. Seriously, i felt that i went out with a bunch of hilarious idiots because after the movie, we went out and some other movies that were still screening didn't had their exit doors closed, so they opened the door, scare the people inside and left. Wth! If i'm in there, i'd fuck them all upside down. <: After movie, we went to be the 'staircase kia(s)', that was what i used to do years back. Like idiot only! Well, Triple B sent me off aftermath. Sweet(: Hee, i love Triple B more than anything. Gheez, i woke up with numerous miss calls from an unknown number, so apparently, i can't call back. So to whoever you are, i didn't deliberately don't wanna pick up your call, i was sleeping. Sorry(: It's such a rainy day today, i like it. (L)

(LUVS!)

46.

Greetings. Well, everyone's in the soccer spirit har! Especially for the match between Spain & Holland @ 2.30am. Spain, for the win! (Y) It kept me laughing whenever i think about the sentence someone told me 'Fancy people giving up their sleep to watch the worldcup when it's just 22 idiots chasing one fucking ball.' But now, i understand why. I'm only giving up one day of sleep to watch the finals, wouldn't kill. Frankly, i've burnt my weekends away, so i might as well burn my sleep away too. Doesn't matter! Seriously, i think i'm currently undergoing massive lack of pictures in my blog, in my com, in my phone. >: Frankly speaking, how many liars can you trust? How many backstabbers can you forgive? How many sistership can you rebuild after every fall? Kill me for having to ask this question ever since that incident took place. Shitzxcxz, bbb is having severe headache, sore throat & slight fever. Fuck, get well soon. Pretty please, luv! I'm spamming my ears with unstoppable club hits, hoping that i won't fall asleep. If i do, i'm dead! :O

Things will never be the same./

(You used to know me best.)

45.

Fuck, i'm burning my weekends away. ):

44.

You're the best illustration of the word hypocrite. I'd never would have thought that you'd turn out to be like that. Just days ago, i was trying my very best to go the extra mile for you although you didn't really wanna share because the time isn't right. & within the snap of your fingers, truth revealed. I wonder if i hadn't find this out myself, how long will you go on trying your best to put on this multi-colored mask of yours. How long more will i believe you and your words only to realize you actually stabbed in in my back leaving traces of blood in my life. Your words and actions to me are like the dove, but your thoughts and your words to others, are just like that snake. From the looks of it, prolly this isn't the first time you're doing this. (You know it yourself!) Who was the one, as a group felt angry with that particular person for you because she showed her hypocritical side to the one that you liked and you, when you trust her in the beginning? Since you don't feel a thing, you don't feel a sense of appreciation, you love to take things for granted, you love to misuse chances after chances, you love climbing over people's head. I'll let you climb for all you want.

• The 4-1 in the toilet
• The quarrel between me and her that was caused because of you
• Those 2 faced bitch quarrels

Well, it didn't make you change. But i'm glad it made you stop, BUT only for a moment. And now, you're back to square one. Are you proving to me that you're capable of betraying trust or are you proving that you've the ability of making people have bad impression of someone and in the end turning out to be on good terms with the someone you previously had everyone confused and made bad impression on, when you actually are the one that's playing a fool outta everyone else. People like me, stupidly put faith and trust in you, you actually make people look like fools in your life. Wtf! You're real good at this, imma swear(: But i've to come upfront, i'm not angry. I admire you, like what i tell her. You're talented, people usually do learn and know the meaning of once bitten, twice shy. I don't get why you don't. & you still do em' w/o feeling a sense of shame. Supaaaa coolzxcxz! (x9753102468)

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Fancy me waking up so early just to blog. Fake! Hahahahahaha <: Well, because i had something to do so i had to wake up early before going to meet lynn and kelvin. Brother ain't going today, fucking sad! Haaheehoo, i think i should go bath and prepare now before i'm really late. Keke :3 Oh, is it youth day today? Tomorrow? Yesterday? What's youth day? :O

I miss Penang >':

Edited./

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. Dr. A. R. Bernard was the speaker for today. It hits my head when he actually said 'We don't go through, we grow through.' & when he shared about the big topic sex. If you're thinking anywhere further, cut it! Hehe, <: He divided men & women, and below, he wrote three things for both men and women.

Men / Women

• Spiritually / Spiritually
• Physically / Emotionally
• Emotionally / Physically

Practially, men should really take this into consideration. Women has the tendency to give in, call that a flaw in women or whatever you men want to call it. Men wants their physical needs to be met before their emotional needs. Whereas for women, we tend to want our emotional needs to be met first before our physical need. That's where conflict begins. So men, why not take a step back, give in your physical need a lil' for a woman's emotional needs and once when a women's emotional needs has been met, they'll automatically give you your physical need. Isn't it better that way. 2 People can share the same value, but different value system. (Quoted this from Dr. A. R. Bernard) I've no idea why i want to post this, prolly brobro K. knows what went through my mind when this spiritual, physical, emotional thing was taught. Thanks brobro K. & brobro A. for being there for me all these while. Luvluv! Missed brobro A. for service today, i know he miss and brobro K. too! Awe (': Neway, we headed over to IMM to eat. I realised N304 really can camwhore!!!!

(LUV!)

42.

Heaps of homework driving me up the wall and yet, Mc's coming in my way. Well, i'm on another day MC, this is the second time i'm taking Mc this week. I'm taking the weekends to recover. Which means, i cannot go out this weekend. My youth day is prolly burnt! The spamming amount of medication is enough for me to bed all day, how is it possible that i finish reading the whole stack of notes? Finish scribbling the remaining work that's left? Farkew. Psst.. I feel like a dead fish. :C

P/s: Up all night, got demons to fight; So heads will roll.