78.

Oh well, i know i've not been blogging for very very very very long. Because i've not found the right mood to blog, and nothing has inspired me to start blogging. Basically, was running a temperature yesterday. Mum took half day off from work and brought me to the docs & realize it was gastric flu. Oh, btw i've to make an apology to my dear readers. Sorry to disappoint you readers, i'd not be blogging till the second week of december i guess. But i promise, i'd be back with peeektures. (Pinky-pinky)

Luvluv.

77.

Love is not about counting the days, remembering the dates, spending the monthsaries together, celebrating the anniversaries, buying expensive materials for each other, having an elegant boyfriend/girlfriend. It's also not just about holding hands, tight hugging, torrid kissing, body touching and sexual intercourse. But it's about how you value and respect someone without expecting things from them in return. It's about being unselfishly devoted and committed with that special person till the last beat of your heart with the last breath of your life. If you love someone, forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous, what is truly ridiculous is passing up on that opportunity to tell someone that your heart is invested on him or her. Especially girls, drop the rules and thinking that it's very embarrassing to confess to a guy. Not worth the wait, chances might just go by you just like that without you even knowing it. Seize the chance :) & don't ever fucking believe in fate, because nothing is destined for you. A relationship last long is not because they're destined, it's because 2 people make a choice to not give up and just walk away from the situation but instead, fight for it. & guys, believe me that in every woman's heart is a girl who dreams of her prince charming, the one that she's looking for. It may not be the perfect one that she's imagined when she was a kid, but someone who can appreciate her for what she's done, someone who can accept her mistakes that she did previously and is going to do infuture, someone who can love her for who she really is and sweep her off her feet to the next level of excitement. Oh well, actually i didn't post this randomly. Just that someone came across my mind and that face of his apparently triggered my mind and brains to post this post. Back to loving you, again. ♥

76.

15th November 2010./
9th months, used to be an angel and now fucking like a devil. I don't want to know who are you anymore, i just want the old you back that's all. Oh well, who cares? Anw, spent the entire day over at Sentosa with my bbg. :) Too tired to blog, i swear. Fucking sunburns, fuck your life because you fucked mine. It's super painful and i can't scratch it. Urghhhh, annoying! >:@ Slacked arnd vivo till 11pm, and i can curse upon my feets that it's super sore now because we've not sat down ever since 7pm. :\ 4 hours of intensive walking, song bo? Chee ka la pa .___.

Omfg, know what? My fucking babygirl wants me to post that i love her? Woahwoahwoah, buay pai seh. Ok, i love you my dear. (insert heartz.) Am srsly going to bed now, fucking mad tired like a fucking faggot! Should be meeting bro later in the morning/afternoon. Peace out, muthafuggers. (peace sign)

75.

Great now, i'm having a trouble deciding which one to get. :(

Monogram Canvas - Neverfull PM

Damier Ebene Canvas - Neverfull PM

Monogram Canvas - Speedy 25

Damier Ebene Canvas - Zippy Wallet

Monogram Canvas - Zippy Wallet

Monogram Vernis - Zippy Wallet

Gucci wristlet @ $400+

Apparently, i'm dying to get one & i obviously don't know which to set my eyes on. If i have the money and if i'm fucking rich, i want to buy all of these. Fuck my life, i should really stop dreaming abt getting ALL of these. Sad life, steady! Ok my lovely readers, comments please. Thankiewz :)

74.

This post is not for readers, it's for someone (you know who you are), but readers out there, you may read it too. To fucking kill your time and entertain yourself. :D

You know what, this is starting to get so fucking entertaining in my life. Which part of 'an eye for an eye' do you not understand? Oh well, be it you understand or not, i'm still fucking going to show you what it really means. Actually guys, when your girlfriend(s) are good to you, i think it's best that you watch yourself closer. Don't take everything for granted and start to think too highly of yourself. If not, you're just going to fall from a fucking great heights. Because when i was really good to you, you fucking took everything for granted and was obviously trying to see how long all this will go on for right? Now, let me tell you in your fucking face that this is not going to end. Not that i didn't give you chances, not that i didn't give you time. I did time and time again and for the last time, i still fucking did but too bad, you choose to let this chance slip by thinking that another will come again, didn't you. Sorry to disappoint you that, everything has no return now. You want to screw my love life, yours will be equally screwed. The way you talk is fucking pissing me off like anything. >D But i'm still going to give you a smile, because you can 'laugh now, cry later.'

It's just so amazing to learn the fact that you can actually text this particular person for more than thrice and yet, that person don't reply. And when you call, you can call up to 12 times and the final call you're deciding to call, the person FINALLY pick up. & Yes, you feel so fucking happy but when you pick up, the person says that he/she is busy, use text. Oh well, so you decided to use text and when you text, the person makes the entire cycle repeat again by not replying. Annoying much? Apparently, this is just one small part of the many reasons as to why this post is being posted. You know, you should go reflect on yourself and what you've done.

(There's just more to come in time, try harder to bring me down further & i can entertain my readers with your wonderful made up stories !)

73.

Cannot tank! Why have i been returning home at this hour for the past few days? Fucking screwed up life sia, my morning become my night and my night becomes my morning. Ah fine, my yesterday morning got burnt by some shit business which i think it's not necessary to brag abt anymore. Reached home in the night, changed and went out again. Took a can of beer and went to meet my dearest Mad over at prawning. Met bby and ernest first because they were there like hours ago and actually was thinking of prawning with Mad at the later part but they used up the remaining 2 hours. Slacked there because there's nowhere to go & nothing to do! After bby and ernest left, cabbed to eat with Mad. Srsly, we're fucking cabbers when we're together. Huahua :B Slack at the coffee shop till 1.45am. Nice one, isn't it? Made me feel like some fucking ah pek sia, sad case. That's life ;(

So fucking painful, but fret not... :') 

I'm just going to show you what's the definition of 'an eye for an eye.' 

72.

Just arrive home half an hour ago, finish bathing and now i've decided to blog. ;) Firstly, happy deepavali to all those out there celebrating deepavali. It's your day, people. Secondly, school sucks like anything yesterday. Didn't attend advance lesson again due to some reasons. Slut, i urge you to fuck off far from wherever you are now. Because, you're being a nuisance in majority of our lives. Don't be shameless, get a life bitch! (To know more abt what happened, ask me via msn & i'd decide if i wanna tell you or not. *winks*) Thirdly, Happy birthday, Andrew Lim aka Xiao Long Bao. Met yongyi at Cityhall and went over to Timbre to eat, drink, talk. Practically, enjoying life! Kelvin was all red at the end of the day. Celebrated Andrew's 21st birthday too, such a big day and year to remember! Left for kpool with Kelvin & Xiaowu. I think i'm high and i won't be blogging any longer. Till here, readers.

Whoo babycalz, imizzeus ♥ 

71.

I know i've not been consistent in blogging. :C Just, too lazy.

30th November./

Met Cathrine in the morning at my house and got prepared to head for PHS open-house. We went there for fun, duh. (^.^) Nathalie was being a bitch and kept asking me to faster go school find her because she was lonely. "/ Okay, it wasn't as great as i expected. Maybe because i was a little late, but we kind of brought Cathrine to explore the school & i got back my phone from tan lip seng. Like ... FINALLY! After open-house we headed back to my home and got prepared to head to town for halloween ;) Met Shuyi then went to cine to slack awhile, then after that headed over to The Cathay to find for babycalz. He was having his fellowship and his phone was being a bitch. Battery dead at that time, naize one! (Y) But still, managed to find him. This is when hearts links *winks* Oh well, after that went over to some free beer event. Cathrine and Shuyi left first coz' Shuyi needs to work the next day uh. Fucking sad case, so headed over to clark quay with the rest. Great day afterall, that's all that i can recall. Wasn't in the right mood that day uh, don't ask me why. 

(Y)