65.

I see you when i see this. ;'(

Wtf, end-of-year examinations commencing this Friday. I've not touched my physics, history, social studies, biology, design & technology text book since the mid-year examinations ended. Now, it's either i screw my life or my life will screw me. I've yet to go collect the social studies notes. ;( I'm only aiming to pass my both languages and design & technology, i don't have high hopes for my humanities and combine science so therefore, i'm only left with that 3 options. & if i cannot pass 3 subjects, i can forget about going up to sec 4 to do my EMB3 already. Lord, i know i've not been helping myself but at this point of time, only you can help me. Tough times are coming, fun is over. But as the tough times subside, fun replaces it. Just let me complete this year and move on to next year. :') I wanna migrate and study overseas, dad & mom please.

*I know you'd be reading this, mom & dad. You both fucking kaypoh one, always read my blog then don't know how to tag me. Huahua :B

64.

'Bye, don't text me anymore.'

Readers, i'd not be updating over at this space for the moment. I'd be back as soon as things are pretty much more or less settled. & i hope i'd be back with the pictures of ahB's wedding. Luvyou, readers. Sorry for the inconvenience caused, too many things happening recently uh! >D

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Do you remember what day is it today? Do you remember the special occasion? Because i still do. ♥

"Happy 7th monthsary, baby."

Hellohello babycalz, iluvyou2bitz. You crossed my heart and my mind while i'm posting this. ;)

62.

School's starting today :( I've not done my homework yet and the coffee's keeping me wide awake. My lovely lesbianz, Priscilla has gone to bed having me to send her a 'goodnight!' message when she cannot reply me. (!@#$%^&*) I'm going to do a quiz from facebook before i try to head to bed because i'm meeting babycalz early in the morning tomorrow for a break & prolly a short h2h to solve the problem. "/

1. Where did you take your profile pic? Toilet.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now? Cotton on shorts & PE attire.

3.What is your current problem?

4. What makes you happy most? The sight of you.

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? Monsoon.

6. Any celeb you would marry? No.

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Amanda Tan. (Primary school friend)

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience? No.

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? No.

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows? At times.

11. Do you speak any languages? English, Chinese, Hokkien, Cantonese.

12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? Yes.

13. Do you ever watch MTV? Yes.

14. What's something that really annoys you? When things doesn't go the right way.

*Chapter 1:

1. Middle name: Klapsons (Joyce Klapsons Eldiphi)

2. Nickname(s): Klapsons, Klapz etc...

3. Current location: You huanlo?

4. Eye color: Dark brown.

*Chapter 2:

1. Do you get along with your parent(s): At times.

*Chapter 3:

Favourites

1. Ice Cream: Only ice cream from icekimo

2. Season: Spring & Summer

3. Shampoo/conditioner: Herbal essence & Silkpro

4.Favourite Thing(s): Babycalz.

*Chapter 4:

Do You...

1. Dance in the shower? No.

2.Write on your hand? Yes.

3. Call people back? Depends.

4. Believe in love: Yes.

5.Believe in God? Yes.

6. Any bad habits? Yes, fucking flawed ;(

7. Any mental health issues: Mentally and physically tired (Babycalz know why.)

*Chapter 5:

Have You...

2. Sprained stuff: Yes.

3. Had physical therapy: No.

4. Gotten stitches? No.

5. Taken painkillers: Yes.

6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling: No.

8. Thrown up at the dentist: Yes.

9. Sworn in front of your parents? Yes.

10. Had detention? Yes. (Phs famous in sending students for those classes)

*Chapter 6:

Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s): Grown ups.

2. Three people to text you: Babycalz, Priscilla, Clement

3. Person you called: Babycalz.

4. Person you hugged: Babycalz.

5. Person you tackled? Idk.

6. Person you talked to on MSN? Priscilla

7. Thing you touched? Keyboard & Mouse

8. Thing you ate? Watermelon (Y)

9. Thing you drank: Plain water.

10. Thing you said: 'Where's my phone?'

11. Person you kissed? Babycalz.

12. Place you went? Jurong point.

Should i sleep now? I'm afraid i'd not be able to wake up on time ); Although babycalz going to give me a spamming morning call (i hope) but i really don't know if i can wake up! Shitzxcxz ); Boohoo, maybe i should try to at least catch some sleep. Kthxbye! Will be meeting Berfont, Andy and Kelvin to study in the afternoon before going CC i guess. (Y) I need to study, i need need need. Am going to wake up to bath as soon as babycalz call me in the morning. Goodluck, Joyce!

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Hello earthlings, a quick update for today and yesterday. Met E. and C. yesterday evening @ arnd 5.15pm. Simply two retards that made my day rather awesome, was whistling with that whistle-sort-of-thing sweet from traffic light to traffic light, road to road. ;) Too many passerby(s) staring at us, guess we were too irritating already. Headed to Long John Silvers to get a quick bite before heading home. & so, today i met up with babycalz @ Bishan for grown up's, was planning to call that idiot to lepak after grown up's but the movie lasted for nearing 2 hours so babycalz decided to send me back to my place. Hunnybeeeeez, luvyou2bitz! ♥

;You're too precious for me to lose. I'd rather you take my life away too if i've to lose you. You've left a pretty deep 'footprint' on my heart. Waves can never be able to wash them away, hurricanes can never be able to blow them away either. :'D

60.

The holidays are coming to an end very soon & i've not touched on any of my holiday homework yet. ;(

You'd never be able to understand the pain in my heart. You'd never be able to understand the every tear that roll down my cheek every night. You'd never be able to understand how much i miss you. You'd never be able to understand why i love you so much. You'd never be able to understand how much i need you, especially at my weakest point. Baby, it's your love that's keeping me alive & breathing till now. (':

Onefourthree.

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Wth, i didn't even know i'm entering the month on September. "/ September please don't be mean to me anymore. Let me give life a smile only for this month. I luv you, September. (But not more than End-Of-Year) :] Oh well, that clever boy obviously fell asleep while talking to me once again. I pray he wouldn't wake up at 3am again like how he did yesterday. Because it was a total epic fail and a major joke at the same time, that kept me laughing throughout the whole morning. <: On the other hand, i'm giving school a miss today, so i'd be meeting Melz after her school later, prolly with the accompany of a few others. So imma go to bed soon, :) Goodnight earthlings, have your sweetest dreams tonight. I luv 1502, ♥

*I've changed my email address.

Ask me! But i've the choice to give or not to give, i won't give unless i know you personally. (:

(You can get through me via sms, facebook chat, old account.)

Edited./

Like i've said earlier on, i gave school a miss today ;) Went to school to find melz and calz for a breaktime then left for naked fish with melz while calz went back to meet his friends for project. Apparently, calz came to find both melz and i after his project. How sweet ;) He's gotta motive by doing that, believe me! Well, headed to community center with melz after eating, watched the guys play basketball. <:

Honestly, it's a fucking epic day today. I've got tons of injury which i seriously don't know why. :@ & what's more, kelvin kicked his own basketball (w/o intention) & it rolled onto the road and a lorry drove pass and *BOOM!*, there goes his basketball. HA HA HA, ;] Fucking pathetic poor converse basketball, i pity you, kel! Btw, it's time for you to get a new basketball soon.

Consequences of acting smart, kelvin!

58.

I'm tied down by love.

• I don't know who are you anymore.
• I don't know who am i anymore.

I'm very tired of the life i'm living in now. If given one chance, i would really want to start from scratch. "/ Like waiting for you to send me a 'Goodmorning!' text like how you used to send me or like how you're sending other girls now has made me realise that i'm really waiting for nothing. Always staying by the phone, hoping that the familiar ringtone would ring & i'd see your name on my handphone screen saying 'text message received from ______'. But well, even if you still occasionally message me, your replies from 3 sentence long has minimized to less than a sentence short. Your heart-filled messages months before seemed like a composition to me, now they're as cold as ice. I tried creating a topic hoping that at least the conversation between you and me will go on. But to no avail, it still ended with a 'To worse!' text from you. Just 2 words and, poof!, you're gone. You used to make me take my phone with me everywhere i go, even if it's to the toilet. Now, even if i go to the ice cream shop, i don't even bother to bring my phone. Coz' i no longer need to wait for your text, you won't even text me on your own anymore. One last note, if you're willing to do so and if only you're ready to start a conversation with me then text me, because i'm not going to text you anymore. I'm physically and mentally tired of this nonsense. I'm sorry :x

Dear God, the only thing i ask of you is to hold him when i'm not around, when i'm much too far away.

-Ctyw./"