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Yep, i know i've not been blogging for very long and it's already a brand new year. I don't plan to delete all my 2010 posts because they're going to bring back alot of memories for me in future. Well, i'm being asked by an anonymous person to continue blogging so therefore today, i'm going to kick that laziness off and start blogging a lil' for now. Basically, this post is going to be full of thanks. So if you're bored and you don't feel like reading all of em' just skip to find your name in bold. *winks*

Yong Yi.
Thank you for being my pillar of strength and always being thr for me when i needed someone to be thr. You indeed brought so much more than what i expected in my life. Always hearing me brag about that someone whom you and i both know, i know at times it can be such a pain in the ass but you still continue to give me moral support. You're one of the few whom i know i can count on in times of trouble, hardships, difficulties and confusion. You've taught me how to take the first step of faith and cast things outta my life. Don't give up on your source of motivation because when you walk out, your source of motivation walks out too. :'( I'd continue to be your source of motivation okay? ♥

Tizane.
Yes, do not be surprised that this is actually for you. Although you weren't rlly physically thr for me but i know, you were mentally thr for me all the time. Fret not, you've been a rlly great cellgroup leader right from the start and that's something that's keeping me going on. Your words of inspiration via verses has deeply touched my heart in one way or another, thank you. But pardon the chimalogy in those texts, i had to digest em' slowly, but i could feel your love. No doubt, you're doing perfectly well. Having to bare the responsibility of a cellgroup isn't easy, you cannot be at more than one place at one time no matter how hard you try but don't give up. I'd be thr for you like how you were thr for me in times of need like how Yong yi and the rest did. ♥

Michelle.
Dear, you've also played a very big part in my life for the year 2010. It's been so tough for me that up till now, i still cannot walk out of that phase & i'm so thankful that God placed you right here in my life at the very right time. Your words always seem to be the best remedy, we could talk almost anything under the sun, moon, start, galaxy, milky way what-so-ever. And yes, we can even stare with those cat eyes at cat's-wannabe doooods eh? Haha, just want to let you know that you're a part of my life and that this is how much i love you. Thank you for being thr almost all the time even though we only knew each other for a short period of time, you indeed have taught me what's worth crying for, what's worth hanging on for and what's worth my love. You always brighten my sundays!!! ♥

Lynn.
Heehee, thank you for the faceshop thingy thing. Smell supaaaa awesome, me like it. Anw, on the very first time i met you, i could still remember you were the first person i spill my heart out to and you not only spoke words into my mind and heart, your words touched me and it made me yearn for more. Thank you for being thr as a very good listener. ♥

Nathalie.
Hunz, i know at times i can be such a pain in the ass and irritate you all day long in class when you're sitting beside me. And in you, i could see how little effort i put into my studies. In you, i could see how much a friendship means. In you, i could see how trust works. Not forgetting those tough days when we were on the verge of fighting our lungs out, ignoring each other, staring at each other etc. but deep down we still know that this friendship remains as whr it is no matter what. And at the end of the day, the happiest thing to realise is that, we manage to sort things out peacefully and we're back as one again. Lastly, in you i finally saw how relax i was. Hunz, i love you. ♥

Zhenxuan.
Heartz, thank you for being thr all the time ever since 2009. Those tears, those pain, those laughter and those embarrassing moments you've seen em' all, even the most unglam moments, you were thr too. (Chalet!) I know my 15th birthday was in a complete mess that you were at a lost too and you even lost your cap. Hee, so malu. If it wasn't for you, your words of encouragement to live on i srsly don't know whr i am as of today. Your words, i remembered most of them. You're one of the only people whom i know i can turn to in times of need, and no matter what the circumstances are you'd definitely do what you can do to the best of your ability. I really appreciate all that you've done for me. Your presence in my life has brought me so much comfort, continue to press on as you move on into your new education. Keep your promise to me, the one that you told me on the day of my 'sweet but-not-so-sweet 16th' birthday. Heartz, luv. ♥

Evangeline.
Princess, thank you for walking through the ending of 2010 with your Queen. :') All that you've done, all that you've said have also been deeply engraved onto my heart and mind. Those time when i've let you down by giving up all hopes, you were the one that never gave up and continue to ask me to press on, telling me that you'd be thr for me and walking through this with me. Words can never express how much you mean to me, how much joy you've brought into my life. Continue to work hard in your studies, it's gonna be tough but i know you're gonna make it thru' i have faith in you just like how you have faith in me that i will walk through it. One fine day, i'm going to walk through this phase and shout it out to you telling you that, 'I'VE MADE IT.' wait for that day to happen okay? ♥

Claire. Huimin. Yunqi. Bernice. Lixuan. Beverly. Stephanie. etc... 
Not forgetting all of you, those who have been thr with me, gone through my hardest times with me in 2010 when i was still out thr struggling to hold on to that special someone who somehow still mean something to me somewhr deep down in my heart. I know, it's tough to try standing in my position and looking at things from my perspective, but you people, w/o fail will always try to stand here and speak it out with me. Your patience, your time and your words of encouragement has led me through the dark times. Now, i'm starting to see that little faith and glimpse of light somewhr at the corner of my eyes but that someone is still pulling me back into the dark. When will i ever walk out of this phase? This, i don't know. But still, you were the best living people thr when i was rlly falling into depression. ♥

These are the people whom i never ever dare to think that they'd be the ones morally supporting me. My dear ones, you've done your best. And i relly appreciate all that you've done, continue striving for what's best for you and i'd definitely be thr for you too, even when you're at your worse. :')