52.

(ℒℴvℯ yℴu ♥)

Because I'm afraid to loose you, that's why I'm too over protective of you. All these hurts, all these pain, who'd be there to understand me and enlighten me? You're getting further and further away. Day by day, the distance is expanding. I'm already using myself as a sacrifice of love, what else do you want from me? I know I'm not understanding you enough. But once and for all, I hope you'd give both you and me a chance to motivate one another. I don't want to just stop at where we are, because we could do better, go further. So why is this happening?I do blame myself for having to make everything come to this phase. We could correct our mistake and turned back to the other path earlier on, we insisted, and now, we've landed to where we are. Worth while? Where has our promise gone to? Do you still remember them? Do you still remember you once told me, you'd go through this together with me? Then again, why am I all alone? )': Dear one, can you please take a step back, make a U-turn and go back to how we were last time? I've been having nightmares about the same old problem, same old person over and over again every night & I'm scared to sleep): My mum told me, I kept shouting '_____, ____ _____ __. _ ____ ___!):' in my dreams & when I wake up, I'd be in pools of tears. How much has this affected me? )': Bad karma on my previous life? Neway, I still love you & will be keeping all the promises. I'm trying to see that smile on your face again. (L)

Forget his name, forget his face.
Forget his kiss and his warm embrace.
Forget the love that once came true.
Remember now there's someone new.

Forget the love that you once shared.
Forget the face that had once cared.
Forget the time you spent together.
Remember now he's gone forever.

Forget you cried the whole night through.
Forget him when they play your song.
Forget how close you two once were.
Remember now he's chosen her.

Forget you memorized his walk.
Forget the way he used to talk.
Forget the times he was mad.
Remember he's happy instead of sad.

Forget his teasing, gentle ways.
Forget you saw him everyday.
Forget he made your dreams come true.
Remember now she loves him too.

Forget the thrill when he walked by.
Forget him when he made you cry.
Forget the way he spoke your name.
Remember now he's not the same.

Forget the way he said he loved you.
Forget the way he kissed and hugged you.
Forget all those nights when he held you tight.
Remember now he holds her tonight.

Forget the games he played with you.
Forget the times he stayed with you.
Forget those cold, cold nights.
Remember now he keeps her warm tonight.

Forget the way he looked at you.
Forget you kissed him whole night through.
Forget all your dreams came true.
Remember that he doesn't love you.