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Apparently the parent-teachers' conference was a total waste of time. Every year the teachers say the same thing, aren't my parents bored abt it? (Except for year 2008) Main point here is 'Joyce is able to do it, but she cannot sustain doing something for long. She has the potential but she just has to try harder.' as for the comments in the report book part, it's always 'Joyce has to be more focused and attentive in class. She has the potential to do better in her studies.' Ah, fuck! Enough is enough, i've seen this too many times. Basically, to kick that fucking fucked up shit in me, thank God there was Cathrine and Liling there after parent-teachers' conference, so we headed to bubble tea to get a quick bite and cigarettes then headed over to the science centre. Okay, i know we're not the very studious looking people and i've no idea why we've chosen/agreed to head there but in any case, we still did. Spend the entire day over at Science centre, pictures over at Cathrine's side so will be uploaded till she uploads it. ;) Wait patiently, readers.

At the mean time, i'm talking to my very almost wonderful brother. :')

Brother Soh, thanks for being there and talking to me with great words that indeed inspired me. But i just want to let you know that, at this point of time, please don't ask me to give up on Calvin. Because giving up is not the way out and it's not what i want at all. If you could, encourage me and give me some words of inspiration that's going to give me more courage to face a better tomorrow. You've always been that oh-so-awesome brother to me that i'd never want to lose. At the end of the day, although we might have drifted a hell lot ever since last year, i just want to let you know that you're always that wonderful brother that i never regret acknowledging. Luvyou, bro.

Okay fuck life and fuck everything. I'm fucking tired of what i'm having to go through, those whom i talk to very lately, i bet you'd know the reason behind this tiredness. I cried once more while looking through the most meaningful album i have in my com, the one that's on first place in my heart, those pictures that keeps running through my mind with the memories. Dear boy, i love you. ♥ Those things that we've gone though, the super tough times, only we know how difficult it was but we managed to walk through it somehow. Nobody is in the right position to judge or to say anything, search deeper and look at things from a different perspective, you're going to find something different. Luvluv, phats. :')